I respect your decision to stand by your players feelings, but I also feel extremely disappointed by this entire situation. You see, the cause of their concern happened almost a year and a half ago, and it was definitely my fault. I was playing a character that I loved in a game setting he really wasn't suited for, and as a result, I made some poor choices that resulted in the discomfort of others. I regret it, and I know where I went wrong. I fully accept the responsibility for my actions, and I don't intend to repeat them again.

There has not been a similar incident since, although to be fair, that could be because I had been avoiding game entirely because I feared something like this happening. I know that past behavior can be used to make a prediction at future behavior, but I am human, and not incapable of learning from my mistakes.

To be honest, I had half forgotten that the players who expressed concern were there, or else I may have reconsidered apping entirely. I suppose I may have hoped that they were willing to give me a second chance, and that they would be mature enough to know that they could ignore me entirely. I had no intention of seeking them out, as there are plenty of other people in the game. Perhaps I just hadn't thought things through. It was an impulse app at a game that I used to play in, a long time ago when it first opened. I have fond memories of it.

I don't expect you to change your decision. I just wanted to express my feelings, share my side of the story, and my regret at my past, poor decisions.

I hope you have a nice day.