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Crona Gorgon & Ragnarok ([personal profile] ijustcantdeal) wrote in [personal profile] rubycitymods 2015-03-28 02:21 am (UTC)

{ [CANON] Crona Gorgon/Ragnarok || Soul Eater || reserve || 1 of 2 }

PLAYER
Name: Ashley
Age: 29
Personal Journal: ~notyourparade
E-mail: iheartwolvessss@gmail.com
AIM/MSN/etc: iheartwolvessss (aim & hangouts) | notyourparade (plurk)

CHARACTER
Name: Crona Gorgon | Ragnarok
Canon: Soul Eater (manga)
Age: 13 | ??
*canon age is unknown for both. It is assumed Crona is the same age as Maka Albarn & Co. Ragnarok's is completely unknown without any way of guessing at it.
Timeline: Chapter 99: Full Speed Ahead!
If playing another character from the same canon, how will you deal with this?: This is only to be used if are already playing another character from the canon you are applying for. For example, if you are apping Mario and you already play Princess Peach in the game, how will you handle their interactions without playercesting? n/a

Personality: (Crona Gorgon)
[Note: Crona was born male, but was largely a sexless test subject in the eyes of his own mother, who raised him. As such he doesn't 'get' the idea of gender differences in actions and speech. Crona just is... Crona. As such he will never refer to himself in 'speech' and internal thought as 'he' or 'she'. But in third person writing, I will refer to him as male. So unless a character sees him naked they will never have it confirmed as to what sex he is. Or, well, if Ragnarok blabs...

Also, Crona's psyche is unique in that as out of touch with sanity as he can be, and socially inept, he is incredibly innocent despite his violent past. Crona never learned that the thing he yearned for was 'affection' until he met Maka Albarn. And so his emotional development is stunted. Which in turn translate to his sexuality. He will never realize his sexuality until someone else acts as a catalyst to turning his mind into that direction. At that point he will find that he is pansexual, but until then he is asexual.
]

Crona Gorgon is the product of his raising. Or, rather, the product of his mother's obsessive, sociopathic tendencies. To understand Crona you have to understand his mother's view of him. Crona was not a 'child' but an 'object'. Owned and important only in as long as he served her purpose. Things such as the sex Crona was born with meant nothing. There was no love, nurturing or care. Crona was merely a test subject of Medusa's birthing. As such Crona has no sense of gender identity. Nor does Crona have a sense of sexuality. At thirteen, there is a chance he could gain one, but as of now he is asexual.

Crona is socially awkward at best. Concepts of kindness, caring and love are alien to him, though he's been shown them through friendship with Maka Albarn, Soul Evans, and their compatriots. Crona does not converse with ease and is a being riddled by anxiety, descending into highly depressive moods. He does not understand many concepts and is easily confused by them, prone to engaging in conversations with himself regarding these things - vocally - not understanding how this could be perceived.

In so many ways Crona is innocent and like a child, not understanding why some things might be bad to those around him. However, like a child, Crona is learning. He has learned enough to have a budding conscience, the groundwork of such laid by his interactions with those from Shibusen. There is a vast potential for Crona's growth as a person, however Crona has extensive trauma in his life. His mother constantly put them in situations to kill his humanity, including killing a favored pet with his own hands. Sensory deprivation, starvation and isolation were also methods used in this regard. So it is a sign of how strong Crona is at his core that after thirteen years of highly abusive situations by his own mother there is still a chance of redemption.

Crona can exhibit insomnia and paranoia. Unable to understand genuine kindness and will question motives. He cannot fathom there not being any motives. Crona craves physical comfort, but shuns and shies from physical contact. Crona is blunt and tactless, but without realizing it. Crona is also incredibly loyal and protective of those that he forms a connection to, in his own way. Crona also holds a sense of curiosity, tempered by a childhood where his curiosity never turned out well.

All in all, Crona is a neurotic, paranoid, slightly insane and damaged innocent soul. A soul who, at his core, really just wants to be loved.

Crona fears his mother. She is the most terrifying presence in Crona's entire existence. He loves Maka Albarn in the strongest platonic sense, the purest emotional bond Crona holds.

Likes: Maka Albarn, reading, poetry, music, being outside, light rain storms, sunshine, being around his friends, making Maka proud

Dislikes: His mother, Ragnarok's bullying, pain, bullying period, being confused, not understanding things, upsetting his friends, failing his friends, being forced into situations he does not understand, being forced to fight by others (Ragnarok & Medusa)


(Ragnarok)

Ragnarok is a symbiotic presence within Crona Gorgon, and as such his life is shaped by this. No longer with a body of his own, no longer able to function as his own person, his personality has warped more than it already was as a Demon Sword to begin with.

Ragnarok is a crass and rude being. Concepts of friendship and caring are foreign to him. Instead he thinks in terms of ownership, allies and enemies. Ever shifting with Crona his only true constant. As such he has a strange, abusive yet possessive relationship with Crona. He can be verbally and physically abusive to Crona and anyone around him, and tends to get particularly snappish with new people around Crona if they attempt actual friendships as opposed to mere allies.

Ragnarok has trust issues which show in his actions. As he views Crona as his, he tends to fear those approaching Crona with 'friendship' and 'kindness' as threats to take Crona away. However he is highly influenced by his meister, and as such his capacity to accepting others and forming friendships is dependent on the level of insanity his meister is currently feeling. However it is unlikely that Ragnarok will ever fully develop actual bonds of his own with others.

It should also be noted that the stronger of a hold Insanity has on Crona, the more silent and submissive Ragnarok becomes until he no longer speaks and seems to have nothing more than a passive sentience. Like Crona, Ragnarok fears Medusa Gorgon.

Likes: Tormenting Crona, fighting, eating souls, eating food, insulting others, instigating fights

Dislikes: Being trapped inside Crona, feelings, uppity people, Maka Albarn, Medusa Gorgon, fluffiness, happy emotions, romantic comedies, Lord Death


Background: Crona: Soul Eater Wiki | Ragnarok: Soul Eater Wiki

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