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Ruby City Mods ([personal profile] rubycitymods) wrote2012-01-13 01:45 pm
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APPLICATIONS


APPLICATIONS


Applications are processed weekly, every weekend. The cut-off time for the submission of applications is 11:59PST on Saturday.
✗ Before applying, please read the FAQ and Rules pages.
✗ Please submit your application with the journal you plan to use if you have one made already. If not, another journal is fine, but we prefer your intended journal so it makes for an easier time in granting access to the mod journal and the contacts page.
✗ For very long applications, we would ask you to please separate them into various comments so that they will not take up too much of the page.
✗ Please title your application as { [CANON/CANON OC/OC]CHARACTER NAME || Series Title || reserve/no reserve || X of X } in the subect header
IMPORTANT: Our application form was edited on September 07, 2015. Please use the revised form.
✗ If you are looking for an example of what an application should be like, please refer to the application here for an example of a canon character application, and here for an original character application.


✗ Canon Application



✗ Canon OC Application



✗ OC Application



A note for CR AU applications
Ruby City does allow previous game history/CR to be brought over on a case by case basis. If you want to include this in your application please add additional sections for PERSONALITY DEVELOPMENT and PREVIOUS GAME HISTORY beneath the Personality and Background/History sections.

In these additional sections we would like to see a brief outline of your character's previous game history and how it potentially impacted on and altered their canon personality.


✧ N A V I G A T I O N ✧
neverfirstclass: hikaritoyami.dreamwidth.org (Default)

Revised personality, new samples will be posted later

[personal profile] neverfirstclass 2013-07-12 04:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Tifa is the linchpin in Cloud's personality. Growing up, he thought himself better than the other kids, but this was just a lie he told himself to explain why they weren't getting along, and basically just isolated him further. The day Tifa wandered off into the mountains and got hurt, Cloud blamed himself for not being able to protect her. This is why he ran off to try to join SOLDIER. When they returned to Nibelheim and he was still just a military grunt, he hid himself behind his helmet to hide his shame at failing at what he said he'd do.

After the Nibelheim incident, his fragmented personality took those personality traits and magnified them. Of course he's better than everyone else. He's SOLDIER! Not only does he know better than them, but those who let themselves run away with their emotions (like Barret) are just being foolish. While it is up to the player in how he responds, he is often confident or sarcastic as the scene or response applies. He comes off as detached, but he's more subconsciously playing up the way he thinks he's supposed to act.

He lowers his guard around Tifa because she's his childhood friend, but he still avoids talking about the past. He thinks it's because he hasn't fulfilled his promise yet, but it's also because he is subconsciously avoiding the holes in his memories, and particularly those memories that involve her.

What does get Cloud motivated is not initially the want to save the Planet, but the desire to hunt down Sephiroth. He claims it's about revenge, and perhaps that's true, but deep down he knows that chasing Sephiroth will lead him to the truth of what happened. If he's going to restore his memory and make himself whole, he needs to face himself. His desire to be lead to the truth is what makes him so susceptible to Sephiroth's control.

The different versions of himself he keeps seeing reflect those parts of him. The tormented adult in pain, trying to figure out who he is, and the child who keeps giving hints about his memories, are parts of his personality trying to seek and reject his true memories. Ultimately, in the game, it falls to Tifa to walk him through those memories.